So many hurtful words -- spoken and unspoken. So many hurtful actions and inactions.

There is something really wrong when he thinks you're being pa-special...because aren't you supposed to be special? ;(

I deserve someone better. 

I think I broke up with J. It's not because I fell out of love or what, but because I think he fell out of love and my pride can't stand me staying in a relationship that feels one-sided. I feel sad, lonely and scared mostly because of the uncertainty of what lies ahead for me -- who will I spend Saturday nights with now? Who'll go boxing with me now? Who'll jog with me now? 

The thing is that most of my closest friends are faraway. The ones that are here are busy with their new lives. So I'm scared of being alone. At the same time, this could be the push I need to come out of my comfort zone and be my own self.

I'm scared.

La Vie Parisienne (01.08.2014)

A really nice and affordable place to chill with friends or make new ones. And who doesn’t love those fake, but really pretty (!!!), glowy cherry blossoms? :)

 

Of course, we MUST take a selfie:

I know the setting's all wrong. But whatever. A picture's a picture. Ha. :)

So, I've developed a (relatively) new frustration -- photography. Particularly, trying to learn how to shoot manual and come up with good photos.

So, excuse me as I will probably be posting some of my "experiments" here today, later, and in the future. :D

I want to throw up. Bow.

I miss dating.

Never sleeping with contacts on again. Ever.

Unless, I get my hands on some Air Optix Day and Nights.